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Anger Non Issues

As somebody who (tries to) follows the New Age spirituality path,I’ve always been ashamed of my anger. Part of the teachings of new age spirituality is that anger is a low vibration emotion and therefore you need to do everything possible to quickly get yourself out of that headspace. So anytime I would feel aContinue reading “Anger Non Issues”

Another one

Another guy I liked has disappeared into nothingness What is wrong with me? How ugly must I be? How uninteresting? From 18 to 20 to 25 to now 30 the story never changes and never will. When will I know better to just give up. Maybe some people aren’t meant for love.

Selfish

Recently I got called selfish by a former friend. This is the second time in 5 years that a former friend has called me that. You know when they say if you see a pattern in your relationships with people then you are most likely the root cause of the problem. So if I amContinue reading “Selfish”

Sea of options

What to do when you are made to feel like you’re just one option in a sea of options? Unfortunetly for humans in the 21st century this is a feeling we all know too well. For me this is something that cuts particularly deep. Is it my Leo moon that takes rejection so personally? IsContinue reading “Sea of options”

Rebound

What to do when everything goes wrong? If you meet me in person, you might not think this about me, but I tend to romanticize situations a lot. Blame it on the fairy tales we’re told as young girls. Blame it on the romantic comedies we binge as young woman. Or just blame it onContinue reading “Rebound”